Just maybe

Get to know me: If you got to know me you would see what people who have known me for nine years or more can see. See that as much as I am bitchy, mean, spoiled, stubborn and prideful I am genuine, giving, sweet, and loyal three times over. If you knew me you'd know that I don't say things out of spite or out having extreme pride. I say what I say because that's what I mean and no I don't tend to elaborate on things but that isn't an open for you to speculate. If you knew me you'd know that I am open to communication about the things that I express. Yes I expect for people to understand me the first time but I am well aware that people don't which is why I am open to communicate about the ideas that I express. It is not up to me, the person with the brick walls up as guards, to break down those walls. If you cared enough you would pull for more information. It's a test of the strong not the weak. You either want to understand me or you don't either way I am going to live and be well. Relying on your intuition to tell you things about me is absurd; they're your instincts they only tell you what you already want to believe about a given situation. Relying on others to tell you things about me is ridiculous, no one is the best teacher or ALL things Kayana but ME.